Clean

     Yes I am.  I just got out of the shower and am clean.  Yes I'm still trying.  It's not working but still trying.  So come on you want to know just admit it you really want to know.  Coffee this morning with the uncle.  Then I went and saw my shrink and he's going to slowly ween me off of one of my pills.  I asked him if he could cuase sleeping isn't happening for me like it's 9:00 and still wide awake and yes I took my evening pills, took them at 7:00 and I'm not tired yet.  One of the pills I take is for sleeping.  I guess that's why they call them sleeping pills.  But the drug they are weening me off of is a pill that's for mainly to give you a relaxed attitude but it also is supposed to help with sleep.  I asked the DR. if he could take me off the sleeping pill but he just wants to try this first.  I can tell you now that it wont work.  "Just have a posititive attitude" you say bah!  I have been trying to sleep for a long time and if the pills aren't working why take them?  Maybe they are and this brain injury has given me the sleep diffency.  Well I'll TTYL Luctouque