Hello

        Well you know what I did today so why should I tell you?  Cause it's fun.  As you know had coffee with my uncle this morning.  Then when I was home doing stuff decided to go out and get some gravy mix.  Oh, I had four today.  So the coffee place will be closed for two days so I'm going to have to find something to do.  Well coffee probably but it will be by myself.  Thinking of going to see Trooper tomorrow if it doesn't cost any thing.  Just finished my Pepsi mmmm.  Well cost and disance being a factor.  Well I think I can't bore you anymore so I'll TTYL Luctouque

Trying

        Trying to keep it real and post on time.  I bet your wondering what I did?  Huh?   Well you know I had coffee with my uncle and we played our usual break opens a dollar here a dollar there and WOW it's after 10:00 and I'm still up what the---yep I'm still awake maybe for not much longer but hey I'm still up but I'll probably wake up at the same time then I'll go for coffee oh I went to my peer support group today had some coffee and think I made a friend, don't get it.  Well I'll TTYL Luctouque

Put A Space

   There wasn't one needed But I guess you know I didn't mean it to be two words.

forgot

        Yes I did.  Thought I posted the past couple days but there hasn't been a post since Wednesday so If I remember to nite I'll tell you what I've done in the past couple days but I can guess you can guess what I've done :)

Posting

        Sorry for yesterday just didn't feel like telling you the same old same old, but do today.  So went for coffe yesterday and this morning with the uncle.  Then after coffee yesterday went to my group.  It was good.  Then apsolutely nothing.  Today after coffee went to the hockey rink and did some walking.  2 laps.  Then came home had supper then had coffee and popcorn watched a movie.  I think it was good don't remember you know brain injury.  Didn't have popcorn yesterday tho had coffee but no popcorn.  Didn't do the movie thing yesterday.  The little one came over yesterday after school.  (happy)  Now I'm going to jet so I'll TTYL Luctouque

Sorry

      No post today

Tired

       Yep I am.  But I'm always tired.  Well I'll go to bed soon stare at the walls for a few hours then I might sleep.  Might.  I'm thinking of not telling my Dr. he might just up the doseage again.  Of my sleeping pill silly.  Oh yeah I get bto see my little one tomorrow.  Happy.  I get to see that girl who gave me her phone number.  Then I'll tell her why I haven't called, the piece of paper is somewhere around here.  Well I did give her mine a week before she gave me hers.  No phone call.  Sad.  But haven't been able to call her.  Sad.  So I'm guessing you want to know what I did today?  Well coffee with the uncle.  And today was city hall day went to that had to leave early cuase my kinesiologist was comming over. she had to make it a short visit, but got my bed changed.  As you know I love that word kinesiologist.  Had dinner on time kinda well 45 mins late, well later than I wanted it but, had it anyways.  Then come six watched a movie had coffee and dessert which was popcorn.   So basicly a normal day.  Oh that's something different I did.  Before I went to city hall went to the mission for lunch.  It was free but the coffee was terrible.  So 5 today.  Ok bed time now I'll TTYL Luctouque

I Like

         I'm going to tell you stuff that I do, only because it's on my mind.  With that being said I'm going to babble and sometimes I might cuss.  But that's just me, I like coulorful metaphors.  Oh and there might be some spelling mistakes.  So here goes
        First off I should tell you that I'm not suicideal my pills are working which leads my to the first thing.  Why is it that we need to take these things.  We're always told we are not perfect but, we take what is called medication to fix what is not perfect with our minds.  Hmmm.
        So this is what I do in a usual day.  I wake up around six am not lately but I usualy do.  Then I get up get dressed depending on the time I might come here and check my e-mail but I have what is called breakfast which is normally a bowl of ceral and my pills, cuase four of the pills I take should be taken with food and I take two of them in the morning.  The other two in what's called the pm.  Then I go and brush my teeth cuase we are supposed to do that.  Well I brush them after I eat breakfast because they get covered in food and we brush them to clean them so I figure why brush them before breakfast they are just going to get dirty when we eat so why not after.
       Then I go for coffee at the seniors complex at a certain time which is when the place opens.  Meet a family member I used to meet two but it's only one right now.  G-ma needs her arm to heal so she can walk.  I know that sounds funny but she does.  She uses a walker to help stableize her when walking.  I usualy have two coffee's in the morning.  One when I get there usualy a staff member get's my first one for me.  Then when my uncle gets there he usualy gets my second one.  Then after that home, but if it's Monday I go from the seniors place to pick up my pills for the week.  Then after that I go and get my third coffee for the trip home. 
        Which leads me to my first thought, why is it that we eat at certain times like why not at different times. Well I know we eat at the certain times because that is when the body has used up our nutrients and we need to replace them.  Now breakfast is when the time we wake up too break the fast cuase we haven't had anything since the day before.  Lunch well I think at that time cuase it's convient.  Then supper cuase it's almost the tine we go and sleep.  I eat my meals at different times than most people.  So breakfast I have at the normal time because of my pills and we first wake up.  Lunch I have a half hour before the normal time that most peope have it I don't know why just do, well I'll probably tell you later.  Supper I have two hours before the normal time just to be special.  So I eat at 7:30ish 11:30 and 4:00.
        I got off track where was I, oh yeah after I get home from coffee I usualy play on the computer till lunch then I might have something to do.  Like on a typical Monday my kinese (probably spelt that wrong) usualy comes over and helps me walk and helps me with the stuff I can't do.  Well I might be able to do but it would take time so I just don't do it to save me the frustration.  
       Then I uaualy do some choresbecause society wants us to have our living spaces a certian way.  Then Tuesday well coffee as you know then go to a group session then nothing much.  What I usualy do to pass time is play on the computer.  You know the time between the things that are supposed to be done.  Wednesday I go for a walk.  Now Thursday I used to go to where my kinese works and with this other client made lunch but that doesn't happen any more.  Friday I go to ths group for mental disabilties like depression, brain injury and maybe schitzophrenia Not sure though.  Saturday and Sunday nothing is planned.  Got off track again. 
           After my morning coffee wait till lunch then wait till I'm supposed to do something.  Then have dinner then wait till the time to take my evening pills which is 7:00 for me I'll tell you why 7:00 later, I know your not supposed to take them till around 8:00 but I had things changed because I wanted to be special.
       Now the pill thing I'm going to explain that.  I try to take them at the earliest time possible, I don't know why I do well I do know why it started as a joke but became habit.  Morning pills the earliest time you can take them is 7:00.  Lunch tim pills don't have any so I don't know the times but supper time pills earliest is 4:00.  Now bed time pills earliest is supposed to be 8:00 but I take them at 7:00, I'll get into that soon.  Well at my last rehab place they were sticklers for the pill times like you couldn't take them before certain times or after certian times.  like breakast time pills couldn't be taken befor 7:00 or after 9:00.  Lunch I don't know cuase I don't have any at that time and dinner time pills four till six.  Nite time pills 8:00 till 10:00. 
       Now here is why or what I do I'll tell you why after.  Now morning pills I take when I have breakfast which is usualy at the normal time.  My dinner time pills I take at 4:00 and my bed time pills I take at 7:00.  I know, I know it's supposed to be at the earliest 8:00.  I got my doctor to sign a piece of paper saying I could take the at the eariest 7:00.  Which leads me into why I take the pills at the earliest times possible.
           I take them early because I needed a staff member to watch me take them I think it was for leagle reasons.  Well I took them early because it was a troubled time for staff to watch like with the breakfast pills they usualy watched at 8:00 then there was me the morning time for the morning pill was 7:00 till9:00 so why not get the staff to work early and take them at 7:00 which is around shift start.  Now supper pills they usualy watched at five but I figured why not 4:00, it's within the rules that they had so they couln't say no.  Now the bed time pills so here's thye story.  I didn't like the 8;00 time and I wanted to go to bed early so I asked them if I could take them at 7:00 instead but for paper reasons or should I say leagle reasons they wouldn't let me take them till 8:00. 
         So I whine till they made an appointmen to see my Dr. and get him to sign a piece of paper saying it would be ok to take my bed time pills as early as 7:00.  So did it. But as you know habits are hard to break so I've been taking them at 7:00 since and the reason why I wanted to take them early is because I wanted to go to brd early.  That was a lot of stuff to do to get to bed early but did it.  Now I don't have any one needing to watch me take the pills But I still take them at those times.
       Now my bed time pills are attitude adjusters and sleeping pills.  Now taken them by 7:00 I should be sleepy but no I even had them adjusted to help me get to sleep but can't sleep so I play on the computer till I think I should go to sleep.  It used to be 7:00 but now I try to go to bed earlier like it's 10:30 right noe and not tired.  Now your probably going to say don't have a coffee before bed been there done that didn't work moved on.
         So I'm trying to change the bedtime habit still take the pills at the same time but started a new habit to go to bed later.  Watch a movie starting at 6:00.  So habits are watch a movie at six have popcorn which is a normal movie kind of thing to do and my usual coffee with the popcorn.  Then when the movie is over go to bed after I write on here.  I usualy don't write that much cuase I want to go to bed then there's tonite like it's after 10:30 and I'm still up.  I should be tired cuase of the pills but, not.  Maybe I'll need the alarm again.  We'll see who knows.  
         I think  bored you enough so I'll TTYL Luctouque 

The Weekend

        Well that's what it is.  Yes I had coffee with the uncle this morning but mom was there too.  Had my usual two then got home and waited till the time I go to my friday social.  Went, I had 4 there.  On my way home thought about getting a Starbucks but saved my money.  Got back did my usualwatched a movie had my 7th with popcorn.  Now having a Pepsi and some crackers.  The movie was about bank robbing so nothing special.  Now I'm going to get ready for bed so no special ready time tonite.  But it's almost 9:00 and still up.  What the!  So I'll TTYL Luctouque  

Thursday

         So what I did today.  Well you know had coffee with the uncle then nothing much this is one of my week days where I don't do therapy well I vacuumed and showered but nothing out of the ordinary.  So get to see G-ma tomorrow.  I got up too 8 today which made me realize how much coffee I drank in P town I got to 18 when I was there so I got to thinking if I'm going to beat that I have to make four pots.  Wow that's alot.  I knew I like coffee but got to know when to call it quits.  Well I drank so much in P town cuase the nursing staff said no so I just wanted to have more than they'd allow but they were looking out for my best intentions because I needed one of them to help me transfer so they put a two hour time limit on going to the bathroom.  But when I got permission to transfer on my own they stopped timing me and counting how many coffees I had.  You know that coffee makes you have to pee.  So I was putting myself in jepordy cuase of the two hour time limit.  I realize that after so I did it to myself.  Just glad I can get out of my chair on my own cuase if I couldn't I wouldn't be able to live on my own like I do.  So I'll leave you with that thought and I'll TTYL Luctouque

Stupid Lawyer

       Well He finaly called took six months or so but he called.  I just want this fucken over with.  OK calm breath.  But it was fast how he called me after I threatened his secretary that he's too hard to get a hold of and it looks like I'd have to go to the bar about him.  It's amazing how fast he was after that.  Now tell me would an incompetant person do that?  I didn't think so.  So I guess you want to know the little bit I did today yep, coffee with the uncle.  Then went to the local hockey arena and walked 3 laps that's three quarters of a kilometer.   Man I'm good.  Then after dinner around six watched a movie had popcorn and a coffee.  Now I'm having a Pepsi and had half of the small pie mom made for me.  Blueberry MMMM .  And it's a small pie almost tart sized.  I'm going to surf for a little bit maybe find a girl friend ha ha I can dream right.?  Maybe I'll get surprized and one of the women will say yes to a coffee with me.  Yeah right I'm a dreamer well I had three yesses but three no shows.  I'm doomed to be alone.  Well I want someone who makes it hard to sleep and makes it too easy to get up  for so just call me a romantic kind of guy but that's what I want oh and sex too.  Let's not forget about that.  Well I'm a regular guy who thinks about sex 24/7.  Sex sex sex.  Ha ha haa.  So I'll TTYL Luctouque

Called Him

         Yep and he wasn't home.  Oh well guess I'll talk to him later.  Who you might ask, my dad.  Well what I did today, as you know went for coffee with the uncle.  Then waited till the time to go to COBIS.  Went got this girls phone number.  I know, I know, I said I'd start calling them woman but old habits are hard to break.  Speaking of old habits 6 and I'm having a Pepsi right now.  So last nite at Toastmasters I got a new pin.  A compentant communicator pin.  It almost took three years but did it.  Well some people take less than a year to get it but, I'm a slacker.  Then when I got home.  Visited with my little one.  Oh when I got home from COBIS I took out my recycling and no oone was in the hallway or near the mail boxes to offer to take it out for me, so I got to take it all the way to the cirb.  A rareity (spelling bad) but did it.  So after dinner watched a movie had popcorn and a coffee came on here to tell you all about it.  So now you know and I'll TTYL Luctouque 

Dad's Day

        That's what today is so I'm going to do something different.  I'm going to tell you what I did today step by step.  As you know I'm pretty boring and I'm going to tell you how boring.  So it started with my usual coffee in the morning at the coffee place at around 8:00 so I had my usual two.  Then came home and listened to the radio you know CBC.  Then toodled around listening to the radio and waited till my daughter would come over.  While I waited did laundry.  Kept waiting put laundry away while waiting then had lunch I called the Mrs. found out that she wan't coming over today so turned the coffee pot on had some more coffee well got to eight but I didn't drink the 8th one so seven surfed on the computer while I had coffee and got entertained.  Now I'm a member on plenty of sites no not those ones but yes dating websites I get a kick out of the women that are on them.  Some of them write their true selfs on and some do not I can tell the difference.  The ones that trick me coodos to them had my shower after dinner couldn't have my shower early cuase I was waiting had to be decent for when she came.  So was ready by five.  Then did my usual at six which is watch a movie have popcorn and yes a coffee.  The movie was an X-men movie.  Then when the movie was over put my popcorn bowl and coffee cup in the sink oh I forgot to mention I did dishes before I surfed on the net.  Then after I put the stuff in the sink got a pepsi and came on here to tell you about it.  Oh yeah I talked to my daughter when the movie was on paused it enjoyed my conversation.  Was wished a happy fathers day.  So that was my day.  Now that I've told you I'm going to surf the net a little bit then go to bed.  So now you know how boring I am So I'm going to sign off now good nite I'll TTYL Luctouque

I'm Special

          Yep I am.  And I'm not being nice to myself and calling myself a retard I actualy am special.  Well I guess I'm actualy spectactular I know my spelling is bad but I am.  So what happened today well I had coffee with the uncle then mom came over and helped me clean.  She brought me a Timmies hooray.  After dinner watched a movie had popcorn and a coffee now I'm having a Pepsi.  It's a good thing caffine doesn't affect me because if it did I'll be awake for two more days.  Yes I had my sleeping pill and a half doesn't work but there's always hope right.?  Now I know I just typed that, well I type alot about my having problems sleeping and that caffine doesn't affect me and your probably thinking why don't you cut out the caffinated beverages and see if it helps.  Well been there, done that, didn't work, moved on.  Can't sleep but moved on.   Oh the movie was I'm number four.  It was good and I really like the title.  So tomorrow is daddy's day and I'm a dad so I guess it's a day for my type.  Now as you know I'm trying to get a woman.  I'm trying really hard not to say girl but you know what I mean.  But I just backed out of a pretend date cuase I just didn't want to go out of my place of residence.  hope she's ok with my excuse.  She probably is cuase she was going to that place anyways.  Something about a friend in the band.  Now you know I really like those things but just wanted to stay home.   So I'll TTYL Luctouque     

Zeal

        Well as you know went for coffee with the uncle this morning.  Then nothing much.  Got ready by 5:30 I know, slacking.  Well, went and bought some bread.  Did my usual movie, coffee, popcorn.  So 4 today.  I got stuff to do tomorrow, wow stuff.  So the movie was another kids move but liked it.  Hop was the movie.  Well tired now so gonna go brush my teeth then go nite nite so I'll TTYL Luctouque 

Kinesiologist

        That's who I saw today.  Walked two laps today that's half a kilometer.  Guess what, that's right I had coffee with my uncle this morning.  Did some laundry had lunch went to the hockey areana.  Walked acouple laps.  When I came home checked my crock pot I forgot to turn it up before I left so had dinner later than I wanted so had my popcorn as desert while watching the movie.  Rango was the movie.  It may be a kids movie but I liked it.  Some of the jokes were for adults cuase kids wouldn't get them hell I probably didn't get them.  I'm what you call an adult, some people would protest that but am.  So I start my new doseage of my pills today so my sleeping pill was upped so we will see if it works.  Hope it does.  The one thing I'm doing different tonite is I had an apple for a bed time snack and a Pepsi.  Well I'm running out of stuff to say except had 4.  I'll TTYL Luctouque

It Happened

        Yep the day happened.  Well I like to think so.  I know I've said it lots but I'll get right into it, coffee with the uncle then I went to my BI group today got a long hug from that lady I like and that girl took my number again we'll see if she calls I wont hold my breath.  Been ready since a quarter after five, I know, I know slow am I.  Got a small pizza and a coke from that guy at the group.  He's a Coke guy and I'm a Pepsi guy but I wont yell him that I like free stuff.  and Ido drink the Coke he gives me usually before bed which has been happining later lately and yes I'm going to do the popcorn and coffee thing while I watch a movie laterthat will make six.  So I'll TTYL Luctouque

I'm The Man

        Yep that's what I am.  Kings lost, oh well.  Now you want to know what I did today don't ya?  Well, yep that's right coffee with the uncle then I went to the grocerie store and bought some milk.  I know it doesn't sound like much but just imagine I'm in a wheelchair and I only get a 4 litre jug of milk so it will last me a while and just think how funny I look getting it back home.  Well I don't look funny cuase I have this patented way of getting stuff home from shopping.  So I managed, I usualy get mom to get me one but ran out and she couldn't get it for me for a couple days.  So I went and got it.  Yep I had my usual coffee and popcorn tonite.  Now I'm going to surf some then go to bed just incase you wanted to know.  So I'll TTYL Luctouque

Again

       Only 7 today.  so I did my usual today well, my usual Friday so that means the normal stuff and I went to my social had 4 there.  Had dinner late.  My popcorn and coffee as well I wasn't going to have popcorn cuase I had dinner late but did anyways.  Watched a movie an oldie but a goodie I don't think I've seen it before but I remember some of the jokes.  Weird huh?  I remembered some of the jokes.  Get it.  I remembered some of the jokes.  Well I get it.  I'm the one with the memory problems.  So here' the joke again in case you didn't get it.  I REMEMBERED some of the jokes.  Ha ha well I've bored you enough so I'll TTYL Luctouque 

Eight Again

        Yep eight again bot two Timmies and one Starbucks.  So what I did today well coffee with the uncle then got home and went food shopping.  Got back waited till the time till mom called and went to visit g-ma.  Had pizza and Timmies I got an extra one cuase mom bought one in case this certain guy showed up he didn't so I got it.  Which is why two.   Did my usual was ready by wait, 6:00 I know I'm slippin.   Then after dinner watched a movie had popcorn and a coffee the movie was Blow I know I've seen it before but didn't remember it then when it was done I went oh yeah I've seen that and I know I liked it then and I liked it now.  Now I'm going to to some surfing then go to bed so I'll TTYL Luctouque 

Eight

       Yep eight today getting closer to my goal of 20 I don't think it'll happen but here's hoping.  Well I know I can get too 20 cuase I do have a coffee maker so I can make all the coffee I want but I don't think I'll do it I want to tho but realisticly no.  So I have 3 per day on the norm well the two in the morning and the one before bed four on a monday but the min is three.  I've been thinking the women I gave my phone number too forgot how to use the phone or their fingers are broken all I know is they haven't called and I am sad.  So what I did today well, coffee with the uncle this morning and then I had some care aids come over and talked with my OT and Kinesiologist for when my funding runs out and what they are going to do.  I just can't believe how much has to happen just cause I hit my head really hard.  Don't get it.  All I did was survive and look at how many people I employ hmm well I'll TTYL Luctouque

Yep

        So I'll get right into it yep, coffee with the uncle I had 2 there.  Got back decided not to go grocerie shopping but I was happy after my group, I gave my number to that pretty woman that goes to the gruop.  I know there was this other woman there I had a crush on still do, but I like to think I know a lost cause when I see one but this other woman asked for my number and goes out of her way to sit beside me.  Hope she calls.  My smoke alarm was randomly beeping so they're getting me a new one.  Can I have another random thought for your attention.  Cold.  My computer is near the airconditioner, brrr.  Half to have it on to take the heat away in the apartment.  Yes I have the heat turned off but it's something about the water pipes being close to the walls that brings the heat to the apartment.  Man is it going to be hot in here in the summer.  Had my usual coffee and popcorn during the movie so, got to about 6 give or take.  Well 2 this morning and about 3 at the group then my before bed one I think that's 6.  Can't thnk of anything else to tell you so I'll TTYL Luctouque

Fell Asleep

        While I was watching a movie and I did have a coffee and my popcorn.  See I told you coffee has no affect on me I must of been tired or the movie wasn't any good.  Well as you know memory is bad so I'll watch it again and between the the memry thing and falling asleep all should be good.  When I woke up I went to grab my can of pepsi and there was some left I wasn't thinking there was so dropped it.  Mess.  So what I did today coffee with the uncle.  Mom took me out to see g-ma brought a Tims to her made her happy.  Showered after I ate dinner well after 6:00, been ready since 6:30 but as you know wasn't early enough cuase I woke up in my recliner.  Came on here to tell you about it oh I also did laundry today as well.  Woke up decided to come on here and tell you about it so I'll TTYL and since it's after midnight my next post will be in the same day but I'll tell you the usual stuff anyways So I'll TTYL Luctouque

the first two pictures are my family and the pic of the guy is an ex coworker well my teacher and one of the guys in the first two is the guy I have coffee with every day.  Which leads my to what I'm suppoded to say which is what I did today and yep coffee, with the uncle this morning.  Then I went to the bank got back went for a coffee with my teacher and he helped me try to figure out what I used to be like pre accident.  I was pretty much the same except the handicapp and I think I was a pretty nice guy to work with.  Got to thinking I haven't changed that much post accident.  Which I like my homour likes dislike are pretty much the same.  Makes me think that people don't really change attitude due to BI.  Even tho I've met some people who have and most of you say you change a little but I think you guys are just looking for something.  Just saying.  The games on gotta go so I'll TTYL Luctouque

Had Coffee

        Like you didn't know.  Here's something you didn't know well you knew just here it is had 7 today, there said it.  Now if you want go read another blog cuase I told you 7 that would be OK, and they were caffinated whoa man, ding.  Caffine yeah!  Well as you know caffine doesn't effect me but they where cafinated so it doesn't help my spelling but you get it.  So what I did today had coffee with wait my uncles did you notice the plural?  Yep two of them and my cousins as well well one the other had to stay behind and watch her daughter you know had to be a mom.  I'll put some pictures up next post so you can see what Albertans look like oh right, your an Albertan.  So that woman that's what I should call her because me calling women girls all the time makes me sound like one of THOSE guys.  That's something I should get used to calling them is women not the girl thing anymore.  Well I guess you could say I'm all grown up now it's women I lust after not girls.  Well it's going to get some used to but will happen oh watched a movie had popcorn and a coffee so I'm normal now and wait for it writing on my blog.Then after I'm going to check my e-mail play a couple games then go to bed.  So normal stuff.  Then I'm going to sleep wake up and do it again tomorrow but have coffee with one uncle cuase the other one is going home.  I went this afternoon to my Friday social then went to the bank cuase you know money is a good thing well after telling you that I'll TTYL Luctouque