BITCH

       That girl and even tho she is over 30 still happens to be a girl and I want a woman but, women find me too young, can't win for loosing.  Well I found out that that girl is an addict, so even tho she was good feeling in the sack and she had no tits and I do mean no tits.  So I might look for a real woman later.  Not tonight cuase we all know who is out there at night.  I've thought about it cuase they never say no but I can do it on my own don't want to but will. Well that's too much info but my blog is my diary so bthh.  I know no one reads it anyways and if someone is reading leave a message cuase I would like some ideas on how to fix or improve my life cuase we all know I'm stuck.  So stuck you might say drinking again, might say well, I get the taste in my mouth and it makes me want another one but it only goes as far as wanting one.  I might of said I went out to a bar on here well I did only had one then Pepsi cuase we all know what beer did to me.  My wife says I reverting back to the way I was when I was at the Glenrose which is common to BI but tell her that.  Yes I have been easy to anger lately but no violence.  I really want that woman well the idea of her, she said the right things and we all know if that is true get out that should of been my first sign but I really want a woman so I didn't heed the warnings which I would of if I am not so despirate.  (spelling error, don't care)  I must care cuase I went through the effort to tell you so I'll TTYL Luctouque

I'm back

 Sorry for not posting for a while and so you know I got a pole dancer for my transfer pole in my living room.  Just kidding she's my new girlfriend.  yeah I said it, girlfriend.  Well she's a girl and she's my friend so girlfriend.  Well she's more than that I'd like to say we are kind of lovers.  Maybe that's going to far cuase we're new, isn't she hot.  He he.  She's named after a State well guess which one, maybe it's an emotional state and no it's not anger.  A while ago I went to this job finding party called jofest and I won an  Ipod.  Cool huh?  So I guess you want to know what I did today well I know you probably know but I'll tell you anyways and yes I do it practicly everyday.  Coffee with the uncle in the morning.  Then I went to a job festival type thing and won an Ipod.  Still trying to figure out how to use it, stupid brain injury.  There having a going away party at the BI place I go to for me, yep I'm leaving them well, it's been good while I was with them and one of my cousins works there but she wasn't allowed to work with me you know, family.  Oh rereading my post I need to clairify something the jobfest was a few days ago, maybe a week or so, not today.  And yes it's past my bedtime by 2 and a half hours, I'm living large.  So I'm probably going to watch a movie with her later and maybe makeout, smile.  She has a dog.  I want a cat but not alowed animals in my apartment, sad.  So 5 today and the other days I had three as my least and 8 as my most.  I know.  I know, I'm slippen but I still have them I don't keep track of them as much as I used to but still have them.  Well If you'd like to know something leave the question as a comment and I'll try to answer it in my next post and yes I won't post everyday.  Just once in a while cuase I don't do much oh, I'm volunteering at a soup kitchen now just want to kind of pay them for feeding me since it's free.  Well I think the price is right.  So I'll continue to sign off so I'll TTYL Luctouque