Not Happy

        I might be losing some of my funding find out in a few days.  But I gotta stop living large.  I don't wanna do that.  I like my life so far.  It's the little things. Coffee every second day sometimes every day I might need to go on wait for it, welfare.  Now I'm gonna do my usual bed time stuff but not going to bed early cuase the Canucks game is on but, going to have my bedtime coffee and I night not have my bed time popcorn.  So what I did today coffee with the uncle then not much till the little one came over then after my play date showered so I've been ready since 5:30.  I know I know I'm slipping so I'll TTYL Luctouque

Speech 7

        Speech 7 went well.  Now I have 3 more to go to get my CC.  Sooooo tired well it's past 11:00. well thst's 4 hours past my bed time.  Sooooooo tired.  After this show, I think I'll cure the common cold.  We'll I think I'll leave TTYL Luctouque

Early

       Just finished my dinner.  I crocked it.  So I think I'm doomed to be alone.  After saying that there's this girl who wants to see me.  We are going to have to work the distance thing out.  She goes to Kelowna.  I just remembered I'm not supposed to talk about where and people's names so I'll stop right there but at least you know I live near Kelowna or maybe in Kelowna.  Listening to the heavy metal TV station.  I'm thinking I'll change it to the country station, nah.  So what I did today coffee with the uncle then waited till the Canucks game came on it was an afternoon game, they lost in OT.  Sad.  Before the game did laundry.  I like to be clean.  Mom came over and bought me a Timmies and some groceries.   So tomorrow is the big day.  35.  half way to 70.  I want a turtle.  But don't think I'll get one but, want one.  They don't need much attention but, I do.  I'll stop my conversation with myself right there.  Hope I gave you enough to read.  So I'll TTYL Luctouque

Again

        Got stood up again.  I just want a grlfriend is that too much too ask for?  Well now I see this internet dating site is no good.  Third time stood up.  Maybe it's just me or hold it no it's not.  At least I got a coffee out of it.  Looking on the bright side mmmm van. capp.  Now I'm going to go and switch chairs.  Done, now in my manual.  So I got bored earlier and looked at my old blog maybe I'll check it out more later.  It's http://www.sadgoat-the/ life.blog spot.comIt was just before my accident.  It made me sad so I stopped looking at it maybe I'll look at it more later.  So I'll TTYL Luctouque

Really?

        So what I did today.  Coffee with the uncle and mom showed up as well.  Then waited till it was time to go to the social.  So it's tomorrow I hope she doesn't stand me up.  Maybe I can buy her a coffee we'll see.  I already know she's pretty but she's young I've got 11 years on her.  Hope that it doesn't cuase a problem.  Got the game on right now good guys are winning 2-1.  Not having popcorn tonite but having my coffee.  I'm half ready right now.  TTYL Luctouque

Spelling

      and there was another word but I forgot but I usualy forgot a letter so I know you will be able to figure it out so I'll TTYL Luctouque

Sports

         That's the channel I have it on.  Waiting for the hockey game to start.  So I forgot to mention that I had popcorn and my coffee before bed last nite an I will again tonite.  So what I did so far today.  Coffee with the uncle this morning then I went to where my kines. works and made lunch.  It was weird I liked it even tho thre was onions in it.  I stopped at Starbucks on the way home found out that they will be open for my date on Saturday.  Yipee.  I actualy have a date and she's good looking, what the.  Things are looking up for me.  So I'm writing on here early so I don't forget.  And so I don't have to get out of bed cuase you know 7:00 only comes twice a day but 7:00 pm only comes once.  so I'll TTYL Luctouque

Music

         I've got the TV on the headbanger station I just love that music.  What I did today coffee, with the uncle then my then my kinesiologist came over and we walked in my apartment building instead of at the hockey rink because of the winter games taking it over.  I talked to my lawyer and told him I'm not comfortable with the 2 step approach in getting my competancy back.  I just want the commenteeship to go from my wife to me not have it go through my mom first.  I hate this being incompetant:(  I'm the most competant incompetant person there is.  TTYL Luctouque

Game Over

        I'm still up, what the.  Had a good talk with my wife and yes I'm still married but we are moving on.  Canucks lost.  Now I'm setting things up for my birthday, and yes I'm getting older in a few days.  So what I did today coffee, with the uncle then I went to my BI group and mom came.  I get to have a slow cooker meal for a change on a Wednesday.  The winter games is takin up the time at the hockey rink so no walking which I think is good thing.  This walking thing is over rated.  So I'm done babbling for now so I'll TTYL Luctouque

Train Part 2

       So tonite is Toastmaster nite.  So I figured I write on here early.  So what I did so far today and what I will do.  Coffee with the uncle then I went and got my drugs you know the ones that make me a man.  Then not much till dinner then I came on here to tell you about it.  Oh yeah I'm going to Toastmasters when I finish on here, well not for another 2 and half hours.  I'm thinking that girl got busy so that's why she didn't call.  Are you sure a girl was going to call you.  Yeah I know I'm dillusional and I can't spell.  The pills I have to take replace my testosterone level that's why they make me a man.  TTYL Luctouque 

Train

        Couldn't think of a title.  So G-ma is going to be a week in the hospital she put a hairline fracture on her pelvis.  She might be put in a wheelchair and you know that I know how that feels.  I took the news sitting down:)  Been ready since 3:00.  Mom came over and did some cleaning for me.  The stuff I can't do.  So my place is clean now.  I'm thinking I should have a party.  Got the channel the game is going to be on.  They're playing the Oilers.  Easy win, we''ll see.  Got dinner ready for tomorrow already.  Then after this I'll get my breakfast ready.  I like being ready for stuff ahead of time.  So what I did today coffee, with the uncle oh yeah he won 50 bucks on pull tabs this morning.  So I'll get some tomorrow cuase we can't collect till tomorrow.  TTYL Luctouque 

It's so late

       It's 9:00 and I'm not in bed.  What the.  Well I set my alarm you know, don't want to be late for coffee.  So what I did today.  Well the usual coffee, with the uncle then nothing much till I came on here.  Well I was in bed actually.  Silly blog.  It actually keeps me up till I write on it.  Silly blog.  Can't think of anything worth while to write on here.  So if your one of my readers give me an idea and I'll use it for the greater good.  Another short post.  TTYL Luctouque

Coffee

       That's what I'm waiting for.  Oh and I get to see her tonite.  She's bringing the coffee.  Winnipeg is winning.  G-ma fell today she is going to have to stay in the hospital tonite.  So what I did today coffee, with the uncle then waited till the time to go to my social  we had a guitarist play for us today.  He was good even though I didn't like his song selection then after that got my free van. capp. from Starbucks.  oh yeah I got it on my way home.  I'm going to ask her to come to Toastmasters on monday.  I hope she says yes.  Oh yeah when I listed off what I do I forgot to mention I go to Toastasters on Monday's so I'll TTYL Luctouque

Holy Cow

         She came back.  Happy.  So what I did today coffee, with the uncle.  It snowed today so my BI group that happens on thursday was cancelled.  Been ready since 3:00.  I knew you just wanted to know that.   Now I'm just waiting for the hockey game to start.  It's not the Canucks but'll do.  So I'm thinking I don't write enough stuff on here but I'm a boring man so I don't have enough to say.  The only thing I do is go for coffee in the morning.  Sometimes I go to a BI function like on a normal week tuesday go to a BI meeting wednesday I go walk thursday go to my BI place and cook lunch friday go to a BI social well it's not a BI social it's an adult with problems social there's me and a couple of other people that have BI's that go there.  So just in case you wanted to know BI stands for Brain Injury.  Well I think I gave you more to read.  TTYL Luctouque

oops

the missing word is me in the last post

Start Digging

       I heard that on the TV.  So what I did today coffee, with the uncle.  Then waited till the time to go to the hockey arena walked a lap and a half.  I'm gonna watch the hockey game tonite so no early bed time for me.  It's almost 6:30 and I'm still up.  So I almost did it tonite.  If sharp objects don't hurt would of so I was kinda ready for just over an hour.  The only thing stopping e is pain.  Now on a lighter note grass is green.  TTYL Luctouque

So Tired

        So I asked that girl out and she dissapeared.  Oh well I guess I'm doomed to be alone.  On a lighter note grass is green.  So what I did today coffee, with the uncle then I went to my BI group got home ate and showered been ready since 7:30 I'm slippin and it's a quarter to 9:00 and still not in bed, what the.  I was lying in bed got to thinking, I know hard to believe but did.  And I didn't come on here to tell you about my day.  So got up, came out here to tell you all the nothing I did so I did nothing that matered.  Well I went to my BI group I guess that's a thing that matteres.  I wish that girl liked me cuase I like her.   She feels good, and I say that cuase we hugged once.  TTYL Luctouque   

Holy Cow

         Couldn't think of a title.  So I guess you want to know what I did today? Don't ya?  As you know, went and changed the cd. So where did I leave off, oh yeah, had coffee with the uncle then, oh my god went somewhere.  Went to the exciteing city hall.  I think that's how you spell exciteing.  I'm probably wrong.  I'm going to a Toastmaster meeting tonite.  Wasn't going to write on here but I've got some time to kill.  I think that girl said yes.  Not sure though.  She's supposed to come to Toastmasters tonite so maybe I could get some clairity, I think that's how you spell it.  Well I need to go pick my nose so I'll TTYL Luctouque 

Begining of the week

      Yep that's what it is.  So I'll get right down to it.  Coffee with the uncle then did laundry showered and been ready since 11:15.  At least I'm wearing clean PJ's.  Oh yeah I went to a store after coffee and got a valentine for that girl.  I asked her but she turned down nicely.  I'm doomed to be alone.  Got my coffee mug out for my before bed coffee.  I'm just debating get it ready for tonite.  Got a Tim Hortons last nite for my before bed coffee.  TTYL Luctouque

Mom day

         Yep that's what it was and I talked to that girl but haven't talked about what I want to talk about.  It's almost 4:00 ready but we'll wait you know, meds.  Got the hockey on in the background.  So suffice to say it's hockey day in Canada.  I want a beer.  I know I shouldn't but do.  Oh yeah I'm going to call the wife tonite and see if I get to see the little one on Sunday.  The game is Toronto vs Montreal.  Here's hoping that Toronto wins.  I'm expecting too much I think.  But it would be nice Hmmph a cold one would be nice.  I hope Vancouver beats Calagary.  For the person I know who likes Calgary I feel sad for you cuase Vancouver will win.  So wish me luck TTYL Luctouque   

Went

         I went to my social today and found out that some people are going to city hall and they want me to go cuase of the accesability and as you know I'm handicapped so who better.  So it's 2:45 and not ready mentally but not phisically.  I'm having my special coffee right now.  Mmmmm good.   I'm listening to my tv music I have the heavy metal station.  I hope I can get my surround sound working.  The neighbors wont like it but I will.  So what I did today coffee, with the uncle and mom too then she came over did my dishes.  I'm spoiled.  Done my coffee #5 today maybe more we will see.  I hope that girls answering machine gets empty so I can leave her a message or maybe she will answer and then I can talk to her.  So just over an hour till dinner so I can take my dinner meds then it will be 3 hours  till bed time meds.  See I spend all day getting ready for bed.  I wake up have my breafast meds then it's just 9 hours till supper meds then 3 hours till bed time meds.  I'm getting ready for bed all day.  It's just this med thing that keeps me up.  I want to sleep all the time cuase I'm tired all day but it takes me 6-7 hours to fall a sleep can't wait till I start my new bed time meds, c'mon Wed. well I can go to bed till then but the stupid med thing.  C'mon Wed.  TTYL Luctouque

dinner

       That's what's cooking.  Been ready since 3:00.  I'm going to do my regular stuff so I can get ready for bed but I might stay up later, stress might.  I'm thinking of asking this girl to go steady we'll see.  Depends on how I feel.  So what I did today, coffee with the uncle then I went to where my kinesologist works made food, did some walking.  Went to Starbucks on my way home had my usual Van. Capp..  Showered when I got back.  Listening to some music on CD, might put my TV on and listen to the music channels I have.  Maybe I wont we'll see.  So I've been thinking I should write my life story on here but, have to learn how to print it cuase it will probably be part of the book I want to write.  The Never ending getting ready for bed chronicals by Luc Maclean.  Who is this Luc guy I've never met him.  TTYL Luctouque  

Eh?

        So I'll just get right into it.  Coffee with the uncle then I went to the hockey arena with my kinesiologist and walked 2 laps that's half a kilometer.  Then watched a couple of movies now I have the hockey game on Detroit is beating Edmonton.  Mom just called.  And I just did my pre bed baking which is microwave popcorn and kettle boiling for my before bed popcorn and coffee.  I'm thinking of asking this girl if she wants to go steady with me it's worth a shot we'll see what and when it happens.  Maybe I'll give her my blog address.  Well I know no one reads it anyways and if someone does they don't let me know by commenting.  Oh yeah I might do something different, go to bed later than 7:00.  We'll see my body and habits have had to long to form it might be hard to do we'll see.  It's almost 6:30 so I'll TTYL Luctouque

got it

       My surround sound kind of hook up.  So what I did today coffee, with the uncle  Then waited till the time handy dart came to take me to my BI group.  The one I go to on Tuesday.  Tomorrow is the day I go to the arena and walk.  The Vipers are usualy practiceing when I walk.  I'm thinking of asking this girl out, but just thinking.  Now tomorrow I'm going to go for coffee with the uncle then, wait a minute I'll tell you that tomorrow.  TTYL Luctouque 

Superbowl

         Yep got it on the channel it's on.   Been ready since 11:00.  So what I did this morning, coffee with the uncle then found out the little wasn't coming over so, I showered and been ready since 11:00.  My PJ's get the most use from me I think, it's a good thing that I don't have any friends cuase if I did I wouldn't be able to get ready for bed at a decent time.  I've got dinner crocking.  Now I'm just waiting for the game to start and pill time.  TTYL Luctouque

Messed up

Messed up it's ilvernon.ca

32" TV

         That's what I got today.  Love it.  Watched the Canucks earlier on it now I'm just waiting for hockey night in Canada to start.  So what I did today, went for the AM coffee with the uncle.  Got my TV went to the legion with mom and uncle was there too.  Didn't have a beer had coffee instead.  Oh yeah if you got time check out the independant living blog go to lvernon.ca and on the left handside you can take a link to it.  It has pictures of the curbs I have problems with.  Just waiting for the dinner to be cooked.  32 inches looks like they are playing in my living room :)  TTYL Luctouque 

breakfast

        That's what I'm going to get ready ater this.  It's 4:30 and already had dinner and got tomorrows ready.  Well the prep stuff that you can do with out it turning into mush.  So what I did today, coffee with the uncle then I went to my social group that I go to on Fridays.  Now I'm just waiting for the time to go to bed.  You want to know something, I like my electricchair I can go all over town and back home without breaking a sweat.  So I've been thinking, I know amazing eh?  I'm thinking I'll write some of the story I'm planning on here all I need to know is how to print a blog page off then it'll be the Luc story on my blog.  So then the warning will be warning people the right way instead of warning you about content that will make you tired, there might be some interesting stuff to read and stuff to actually warn about like names and language and spelling I guess.  TTYL Luctouque 

My Friday

        So your still reading so guess what I did today, that's right coffee with the uncle then I went to where my kinesiologist works then we went to a supermarket and toured it with a dietician.  I know I can't spell now I've got a movie on.  Igor.  Later the hockey game is on so this wont be an I'm ready for bed post.  Just I'm always ready for bed.  Soooo tired.  My sleeping pill doesn't work so I'm going to try and get the Dr. to take me off of it.  Soooo tired.  TTYL Luctouque

Banana

       So what I did today.  Coffee with the uncle then I went to the Wesbuild centre and walked a lap.  1 quarter of a kilometre.  Then went grocery shopping got some stuff fogot ice cream.  Had my dinner at a decent time, now I'm just waiting for the clock to change so I can call mom.  Just know I'm mentally ready for bed now.  Sooooo tired.  Got the hockey game on in the back ground, go Leafs.  So this Monday I'm doing a speech at Toastmasters.  Hope it goes well it's speech #6.  So after Monday 4 more to go then I'll be a competant communicator.  I'll have CC after my name on the schedule.  TTYL Luctouque