last one

This will be my last post for 2010. I got to see my cusin who lives in Vancouver last night. And I had pizza for my dinner. I didn't make it though, the people at the resturant did. Guess what I had coffee this morning! Times 2. Look out bathroom here I come. Well don't know what else to write so TTYL Luctouque

forgot

TTYL Luctouque

almost

Well I almost had 3 coffees this morning oh, and it's almost christmas. My christmas is in 6 days cuase that's when me and my daughter open things. So you have to tell me are you getting your masters soon cuase everyone coming up has to get it. If you don't have it then are you getting your doctorate:) I'm going to get my B sc in sitting. Well I do it all the time so why not. Wanting another coffee soon so maybe I'm going to turn the coffee pot on. Oh ya I compare you to my other OT's and they have alot to live up too. They're trying but I don't think they're going to get there. I know, everyone is different but come on, your the best. Well enough praise on to something different, how about those Mets, I think they should trade that guy cuase he's dead weight and they should get that other guy from the Jays.

another one

I took the time to read my blog and just to let you guys know, I'm leagaly separated, so I can search. Weight taken off my shoulders now I can go back to playing solotare. I know I know I spelled it wrong again TTYL Luctouque

I'm thinking I've been a magician

Because I've been away for a while. Well I played the disapearer for a while. But the magician pulled me out of his hat so, here I am. Well not much to write again. All I do is go for coffee in the morning and play solotare (spelled it wrong). What a boring life Eh. Well on tuesdays I go to a brain injury group, I don't wanna go, but, I have to get out of the apartment some time oh, I won 10 dollars this morning whoo hooo I'm in the money. Well I'm gonna go TTYL Luctouque

Another coffee

I have coffee every morning with my uncle and grandma and we play pull tabs when we drink it. I've won $100 dollars more than once. This gambling thing is cool. But spending money thing sucks. Oh man I wish I could get a job who am I kidding no job for me. he he. Can't think of anything else to wrtite so TTYL Luctouque

I'm tired of this

Looking for my blog has turned into a hard thing to do. Like I typed in Luctouque and it took me to my profile on the lookin for a date web site. I know I know I'm married but there is somethings that should be kept secret like the looking for a girlfriend when I'm still married errgh But on another note could you tell me how the Canucks are doing oh and they are trying to get me botox again. Whos to say it's going to work but I can hope "work damn it" TTYL Luctouque

I don't get it

I am tired of it

I am. I know I shouldn't use the lack of use of my left side as a problem but it is, like the therapy lady wanted me to do this one thing with it, it was simple but I couldn't and she didn't get it errr and this one handed typeing thing sucks. I'm making a pork chop for dinner and it smells good. Mmmmmmmm dead pig mmmmmm. I wish I liked TV but I don't I like the radio better so it's on all the time and yes I listen to when I sleep. TTYL Luctouque

yet another day

I wish I had something to write, why else would I be on here? Still no girlfriend. I just want to be like those guys in the movies that have more than one woman but, not with the problems. Got the flu shot today. I'm on #6 and it's only 12:00. Well gonna go make lunch TTYL Luctouque

hey there

The people and I mean "the people" I have new people dealing with my stuff now so that means new everybody including the OT and she happens to be cute and she has a birthday that is one day off mine same year month but one day different and yes shes a she. ICBC is dealing with my stuff cuase I still have money in my file with them so that is why the people changes. I compare my new OT's with you and man they have alot to live up to. And I'm going to be reading Desolation Angels by Jack Kerouac soon as I'm done Tritessia by the same guy. Oh yeah I have coffee every morning with my uncle and grandma so enough to keep you up to date with my stuff TTYL Luctouque

I'm a slow one

I keep forgetting about this blog thing. I did my laundry today, I'm a clean one. As you know I'm married but we are not going to be sometime. So I'm doing the internet search and date thing. Found this girl that wants to talk more I know I know watch the internet dating things but we'll see where it goes. Maybe nowhere, The helpers are helping me do the online banking thing we'll see how that works out. MMMMmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm chicken that's what I had tonite. Can you tell that I like chicken. So this is Luctouque signing off TTYL

Sunday

I had coffee with my grandma and uncle today and I made a pot when I came home. My new OT is pretty and yes she's a she. She made my apartment more accesible for me. And she has a BSC after her name too. 5 that's what coffee I'm on so far this morning. maybe I'll get to 7 we'll see. I might go to Starbucks today. So it's going to be thanx giving soon. I'm cooking a Ham for myself today for it. So thanx me for doing stuff that people do during holidays. I wear a touque every day now cuase gotta keep a reputation you know. Mmmmmm coffee my 5th one is almost done maybe I'll stop writing and get a 6th so TTYL Luctouque

my new home

I'm on my own now so I can stay up as late as I want. Like now I'm up later than I usually am. still working out the new place kinks and the one thing I wish I had is my radio you know the special one. I can't spell it so, I wont. I'm so bored. Well I guess you guys saw that coming. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm bored now that I had my fun I'm gonna go for the night oh yeah someone gave me 2 touques they are gonna get lots of use TTYL Luctouque

I'm slippen

I forgot to write on here after coffee night, sorry. And I don't have much to write now, except that on Monday I'll be living on my own yaaa coffe for everyone not much else to say so TTYL Luctouque

I tried

Only two only two, that's all I had. But next week three, well next week will be my last week at the coffee house. It makes me sad but the next part of my life begins. Oh and the OT here got me some stuff I can use for cooking from that website you wanted me to check out, but I still don't know where I can get that pump action can opener from, I guess I'll look at that s&p website again. I know I'm slippen I usually write on here on coffee night but I wanted to go to sleep, so I'm a couple days late. And there is gonna be some more people reading my blog, I gave my blog address to a couple people so I should swear more often, nah. Java monster instead of Rockstar this week. But I like the taste of Rockstar better. CBC radio is still my favorite radio station. I know I know I'm weird but 104 doesn't play the heavy stuff anymore well not the real heavy stuff. TTYL Luctouque

coffee #2

Another week another 3 coffees. Well the entertainment was only half tonite but he was good anyways. Got your e-mail I'll ask the OT but he's not on the up and up about things. She pretends to be good but he's not. Well I shouldnt say that but she hasn't given me anything I can use. I'm still using the stuff you taught me. Like the electric chair stuff, I can't belive how much my chair cost $14.000 whoao man at least I got it in the color I wanted. Well I'm tired so bye bye TTYL Luctouque

coffee

Yep that's what I had 3 cappiccinos bzzzzzzzzzz. Today was DD day so I got to see my little one. Oh, and I got to see The Entertainment bzzzzzzzzzzzzzz bzzzzzzzzzzzz ding I've had so much coffee I'm gonna explode bzzzzzzzzz boom. Gonna go TTYL Luctouque

Vancouver

That's what I've been thinking about lately like the people the coffee bars and the stuff I like like the people the coffee bars DNTO is on in the background. My room mate went home today so now I'm the only one here, so I can play my music as loud as I want to now. Well the only one in this seven bedroom house. That's what what I think is weird, that there is so much brain injury out there. I know some BI trivia 30% of BI victims are in a wheel chair. My old roomie walked without an aid. Which makes me jelous. It looks like I can't spell, but I don't care it's only me and you reading this and the odd nosey person so to the nosey person I have a BI and limited use of my left side. After saying that every day is difficult for me but I manage and I'm out on my own soon so if you know of a one handed TV tell me I could use it like a one handed kleenex TTYL Luctouque

I forgot

My sign off tag so here it is TTYL Luctouque

IT'S WEDNESDAY

I went for coffee at the local coffee house. The musicians liked the note I wrote them, and they played my song for me, well it's not my song it's the one I requested a while ago. House of the rising sun, and they like the name I gave them "The Entertainment" when I leave for that town I'm gonna live in they are gonna miss me, and I'm gonna miss them. I think it's weird when you get used to things and then change happens, but new beginings happen so I might have a new place to go to and a new band to listen to. So change might be good, we will see.

another day

Yep that's what it was went to the coffee shop near by the Entertainment didn't show. I had 2 cappuccinos and an americano which were good. I tried to write a poem so here it is. It's not much
As I sit here in silence
thinking about what used to be
Sip
AHHH
The coffee is good
I try to leave but also stay here
but I can't be in 2 places at once
why
why do I try
one word
offspring
end

well it's not much but it's all my own
TTYL Luctouque

?

hmmmm

I'm almost done therapy, I'm gonna live on my own in a couple months. I think it's good I'm almost done therapy but because of my PTA it's all I know. So living on my own is a hard thing to think about. I can't grasp the thought of living on my own since I've been living with someone in the background for 4 years. Well that's enough serious stuff how about those Mets? Hmm well tell me how are they doing TTYL Luctouque

can't sleep so why bother

DNTO was on tonite it was about bugs. I don't like bugs, but have to deal with them any ways. Sorry for the spaces inbetween blog postings. I would write more interesting stuff if I had a coffee. I don't want one because I'm going to bed after this. I get to live on my own soon. The thing that I like and don't like is I get to find out what furnishings I have, Oh my place is so small I have to go outside to change my mind. He he. TTYL Luctouque

TTYL Luctouque

Jesus

I wish my mom and my wife would get along. Like mom, means well but she has to realize that other people are trying and they don't do things the way she thinks it should be done and the two of them should talk together, so they are on the same page. On another note I have an old friend coming to visit me and a facebook friend is coming to visit me. I know I know, be careful about the facebook friend. And could you send me the catalog of things that I used for cooking back in P-town thanx the social worker knows where I am so I wont put that on here. Like I wouldn't mind that 1 handed can opener that we had back in p-town. Looked for it couldn't find it. On another note I'm going to live on my own soon so no more having to answer to other people. It's late and I'm gonna go to bed. Stretch yawn. I hope I can go to sleep with all this stuff going on in my head. Like that WWI vet talking weird stuff like that. Duck, look out that almost hit you. night

another day

Yep that's what it is another day. I told to entertainment to name themselves entertainment cool huh. I hope you don't try to read this everyday I hope you give it a few days grace and let me think of stuff, I might have a place to live in neat. I know I know my grammer and spelling is bad but do I care? Obviously I do or I wouldn't write about it now I'm gonna read my blog now and see all my mistakes TTYL Luctouque

can't sleep

I can't sleep cuase the place I was in wont get out of my head, like that girl who smiled when I told her she was beautiful and you and the other stuff like the stuff to do with my arm. I got an electric chair the other day and it's actually mine and I'm gonna use it tomorrow to see my daughter. It's daddy daughter day tomorrow yaah maybe that's why I can't sleep. Oh yeah tomorrow is the coffee house day mmm coffee and entertainment they know my name the entertainment I think it's neat. Wednesday is my favorite day DD day and coffee and music and it's the only day that I do neat stuff TTYL Luctouque

gotta do it

I read my last post and it's supposed to be beat not neat. There much better

catch up

It was my daughters 4th b-day the other day she loved the stuffy I bought her smile. I'm trying to think of more interesting stuff to write instead of the boring drivel I write now. But my life is boring, all I do is therapy and play solitare. I used to do more back in P-town, I don't do much here except solitare. I've won over 6000 games and played over 22000 games. I know I know that's alot no matter how you look at it. Oh yeah I'm gonna try to beat my coffee drinking record. The record now is 18 cups I did that back in P-town. I'm gonna one day neat that soon. Not now but soon. TTYL Luctouque

time to be truthful

I go to an open mic thing every wednesday, you know when your a regular when the entertainment knows you by name. I feel cool. Brrr. A cappicino is now my favorite coffee now and I'm going out today to buy my little one a second b-day preasent. Her getting older reminds me that I'm old. thats it for today TTYL Luctouque

Beatnic

That's what I want to be and on that note, you know your a regular when the entertainment knows you by name. There's a coffee house here that has an open mic night here. I go there for the entertainment but, man, the know my name so here is my beatnic poem for the coffee night
sitting here having my cappiccino
thinking about how different I would be
if this thing didn't happen to me
ow my head no hold up ouch my skull
sip ahh every thing is better now
I know I know my poetry needs work but going to go now TTYL Luctouque

well

I like high in caffine drinks like, Rockstar Roasted and the Starbucks coffee drinks they come in a can and they taste good. The C word doesn't affect me so, I like to have them before bed. MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM coffee drinks TTYL Luctouque

hmmm

I'm supposed to put 3 m's in it so you can be happy with it, I don't know if I said it before this place is a 6-plex 3 up 3 down and 7 beds in each house. After saying that they moved me from downstairs to upstairs. That's not the weird thing the weird thing is I'm the only one there is 6 empty beds cool party now I can go to bed whenever I want. the thing is I have to do everything myself. I know I can do it but I miss the staff doing the stuff for me. TTYL Luctouque

we'll see

Oh my god I can walk neat(then the guy talking walks over to the other side of the table). The OT here made it so I walk on my own I didn't know OT's could do that well they can I guess. TTYL Cuase I don't wanna write any more tonite So TTYL Luctouque

sorry

I haven't finished my posts with the usual the past couple times so here TTYL Luctouque

well I can

Walk without a person walking beside me, yeah all by myself. I was thinking of you, all by myself. Sorry had a song come into my head and I think you don't know it so sorry. Oh I talked to the DR today and I'm doing well with my competancy thing I know I can't spell so deal. Well I'm competant but I half to prove it. Which is the last thing I have to do. Well I've done all the stuff that he wanted me to do it's little things I have to do now. Just tying up loose ends. Yeah I'm competant but he has to write it down on paper which as you know can be picky. Legal stuff and such but I'm competant yeah

thinking

I've been doing some thinking this blog is supposed to be fun not blah but I think blah is fun. Oh I can walk on my own but the staff is trying to make it not so hmmph that's what I think of that

well

I want to be real. I'm trying to get my competancy back. I've come to a realization, wait for it, here it comes, my wife is looking out for me. I can't belive I said that, but I did. I have a thought that what I was thinking like a kid on some things but on other things it's warrented. My wife does hate me but she is not doing things to spite me, but I don't want to say it, to help me cuase If she follows the letter like she has been it is and will be helping me even if she does'nt want it to. So on a lighter note that guy has weird hair TTYL Luctouque

hold it hold it

I managed to hold it. Can't stop thinking about the pretty one no not you, well you're handsome one but the pretty one. Smile. Made dinner tonite they liked it. Well they should of you taught me. Smirk. Listing to CbC radio the Q show right now it's so interesting it's about this and that oh yeah the other thing as well. It's my bed time so gotta go Luctouque TTYL

I couldn't

Hold it so we had to go in a high school so I could go. Just so you know we were comming back from grocery shopping which is one of the things I have to do to get my competency back I know I can't spell. I got to do one of the other things today which is volunteer. I was trimming catnip. Could be worse it was meowing too much. Oh I miss the pretty one. Just thought I'd tell you that. TTYL Luctouque

Again

Got Botox again but it will be my last time. I told my house manager no more she was ok with that but he said what if I qualify again. I said I'll be gone in 3 months and he she said maybe so we'll see maybe I'll get it again but if it hasn't worked yet why get it again. Oh yeah got more movement in my left arm and I'm happy. No wrinkles in my arm yet but we'll see TTYL Luctouque

oh

I read your comment for the first time last night and thanx. And I havent fucken sworn enough fuck. He he. And I would like you to give me the names of books that talk about botox, cuase I would like to make an educated opinion about getting or not. As you know how many times I've had it and I'm getting again on Tuesday. Sorry this post is on the more serious side. But on the lighter side I make dinner every Friday for six guys and me so I guess that makes seven TTYL Luctouque

oops

I left a place in my last post so maybe you can find me. I'm over here not in N town, Oh, I'm getting botox again. Well I'm not sure I should if I need it but, since the people here have gone thru trying to get it I will accept it but not again after the next time smile. The people here are nice and I appreciate the stuff they do for me. And my time here is coming to an end maybe in 3 months TTYL Luctouque

had a good time

At the Naramata retreat 5 you told me to keep this up so here, 5, oh yeah got a new OT here she is nice. He is helping get a new shoulder bag so I can get groceries 5 the only thing holding me back from getting my competence 5 back is nothing but paper work 5 sorry this is 5 short, bye for now

going to N

I'm going on a trip tomorrow to the big N well I wont tell you where but the big N going for a BI conference. I know I haven't wrote on here for a while but deal. Oh yeah right I'm getting an electric chair soon Happy Happy Joy Joy. And I'm getting my competency back soon I know I know I can't spell but deal. Night this is Luctouque signing off

gonna try

Well you still wanted me to write on here. Well I'm boring, it's Easter weekend and I get to go to mom's place so I might have some more stuff to tell you then TTYL Luctouque

Again

Another short post well, I got lost with that OT went to go to the store in the town I live in and went to it in the town close to here things were good we survived but, I can't believe she did that well he is a good OT. Short post na na Luctouque

I can't remember

What I wrote last time, we have a new OT here so that means I might get to see an OT. He is nice I've met him twice. Ooops I said it was a him she is a nice person. Oh there is a nice drink I had the other day called "Rockstar Roasted" it was mmmmmm Gota go to sleep I'll write more later TTYL Luctouque

supper 2

No more mr.nice guy making supper tomorrow, again. Well they liked it last time so I must be doing it right. But I'm not having coffee any more but I'm still shaking. TTYL Luctouque

supper

Supper that's what I'm cooking tomorrow night for 6 guys well, 5 one doesn't like eating with us. Every friday I cook dinner. oh yeah I'm getting an electric chair. No a wheel chair not getting zapped TTYL Luctouque

I've got more use

Of my arm. I'm happy I can use it to hold things like the little drug packets. No not the fun drugs well my drugs are fun but not those ones. Sheesh don't think of me like that no I didn't offer the botox guy one of my needles he used his own. sniff gotta go sniff bye sniff TTYL Luctouque

late

It's late for me. 9:08 and my bed time is 7:30. Got a milkshake tonite things are lookin up. Still listening to the radio, CBC just in case you wanted to know, time to go to sleep. Bye TTYL Luctouque

brrrr

We had a weinie roast today. It was cold except the fire was kinda warm. Got a free hat. Well at least my hair is short now so combing is an option. The hat hides most of it well the hair that is TTYL Luctouque

well...

I don't know what to think so please tell me. My PT wants me to do a certain therapy in our sessions, but only in our sessions, you know it, the one where you tie your good hand behind your back, so you can only use your bad hand for stuff. Well I know I don't give myself enough credit with the use I do have with it but hmmph I've been living with this for so long that I found and use my good hand for so many things and so many ways. TTYL Luctouque

got it

(Toxine botulinique de type A injectable Ph. Eur.)

tommorow

I get botox tommorow I know I can't spell. So here's hoping I get the use of my arm back. Smile here's hoping. The life's here is boring but I try to make it interesting, like when I run around my chair (giggle). Or when I do hand stands on the patio (chuckle)Well if we had a patio I would. Well gotta go, hot chocolate bye LUCTOUQUE

hmmmmm

HP Sauce made my shirt dirty I guess I should of been neater I think that's how it's spelt or is it neeter neener neener wack ow hmmmm interesting I know I'm boring but I will write more better stuff on here later it's just I'm trying to keep your interest is it working hmmmm later

another thought

As you didn't know I'm getting botox again on feb. 9th. I'm kind a hopin it works but wont be surprized if it doesn't and I wont get it again cuase if it hasn't worked yet then what will. HP sauce. Here's hopin, and I know HP sauce is good. It does eveything

HAPPY NEW YEAR

Just so you know it's a new year and I'm still in this place. Uggg can't get away from these places I know I know my spelling is bad but deal. And I know I don't write enough so pretend starting now