Got To Ride A Special Bus

          Yep I'm a member of the Handy Dart system.  I'm special.  Oh that guy from the group I go to on Tuesday's, gave me a Coke and some pizza.  So I'm having the Coke now and I'll have the pizza for lunch tomorrow.  So you want to know what I did don't ya?  Well coffee this morning with the uncle then after lunch went to my BI group.  On the way home I got the Handy Dart to drop me off at the supermarket instead of home.  Bought some bread and some Pepsi and decaf coffee for my coffee pot that I don't use very much. Had dinner then had my evening coffee and popcorn and while I was watching the movie I realized it was Tuesday.  You know what that means, shower day.  I usualy have it before dinner But I forgot so I had it after the movie forget the name of the movie but it wasn't bad,  well wasn't good but not bad.  Got a birthday card for my little one today and as you know it was her birthday is on the 22nd.  I think dad had trouble with the postage I think that was why the lateness.  If your wondering it's the 31st today.  So 6 today two were caffinated but got to 6.  Well I lied three were caffinated.  Sorry.  Now I'm clean, tired so I'll TTYL Luctouque 

Movie

       Yep that's what I was watching it just stopped in the middle it's a good thing cuase I wasn't really into it.  Well coffee this morning with the uncle then after a bit went to this yoga breathing thing and on my way home stopped and got a coffee type thing.  I only say type thing cuase it was served to me at a coffee house and it was cold and had lime flavour.  So after dinner had my usual popcorn and instant coffee now I'm having a Pepsi and some crackers.  I know I'm boring.  Well I can say one thing at least you can set your watch by what I'm doing.  If it's morning I'm probably having coffee with my uncle.  Then I might be doing something and then it's afternoon.  Then after dinner I'm watching a movie.  After which I come on here to tell you all the nothing I did while I have a Pepsi.  Unless it's a tuesday, then I might be having a Coke.  This guy I see at one of my groups swears by Coke and he sometimes gives me one and I don't have the heart to tell him that I'm not a Coke fan probably because I like free stuff.  He sometimes gives me his left over pizza from lunch and I don't complain.  Dinner for me yay.  So mI'll TTYL Luctouque

Fiona Apple

          Fep she's cute.  She can sing too.  So what I did today well coffee with the uncle then went and saw g-ma.  She's doing good.  So I went to the bank early to see if my money was in and it is.  Got money yay.  Got home did some stuff got yet another paper, didn't pay money it's a free paper.  Cut out my picture, again.  4 yep 4 oh and got ready by quarter to 6.  I know, I know, I'm slippen.  Well not slippen just figure I'm going to stop going to bed early.  What did he say?  Yep I'm going to go to bed at a regular time for now on.  Well I think it's a regular time, but nonetheless going to bed later than what I want to.  Oh 2 of the 4 were decaff.  I still have my before bed soda which I think has caffine but erh who's going to die if it has some.  Not me.  But I have cut my caffine intake way down I'll TTYL Luctouque   

They Lost

        Yep Saskatchewan did.  Sad.  But BC won.  Happy.  So you want to know what I did today don't ya?  Well as you know went for coffee with the uncle this morning.  Then nothing till I came on here.  Yep my day is full of nothing. So not much to tell you but maybe more will happen tomorrow.  Well I do know I will have more to tell you cuase, I do do stuff on sundays.  So I'll TTYL Luctouque 

Movie

     Yep went on a date.  No not one of those dates but it was with a guy and we went and watched a movie.  And no I don't swing that way but if you look at it we went on a date kind of.  He didn't buy me popcorn brought it from my social group.  Money saved.  So what I did today as you know coffee with the uncle in the morning.  Then waited till the time to go to the social group.  Went, then met my date there went to a movie.  It was a good movie it was Snow White and The Huntsman type of title. I got home later than usual had dinner, watched a CFL game.  Thought about watching another movie.  Thought better of it as you know it's past my bed time.  It's almost 8:00.  Having decaf coffee now. stupid Dr. saying caffine is bad for people with brain injury.  So I'm going to have to work around it, like I'm having a Pepsi right now he he.  It's not coffee. So I'll TTYL Luctouque   

How

        Do you flip a burger counter clockwise.  Just a thought.  Well you know you want to know it, so here goes.  Coffee this morning with the uncle then waited till the time to go walking.  Walked two whole laps.  Then not much till dinner yep you guessed it I crocked it.  Pork chop mmmm but had it late by two and a half hours.  You know it had to be cooked so I had my popcorn as dessert oh and 4, now I'm having a pepsi.  I'm thinking I should google caffine and brain injury and see how caffine effects brain injury.  As you know caffine didn't effect me before the injury but what if the brain gets affected by caffine after recieving a brain injury.  Just a thought.  So I'll TTYL Luctouque

Clean

     Yes I am.  I just got out of the shower and am clean.  Yes I'm still trying.  It's not working but still trying.  So come on you want to know just admit it you really want to know.  Coffee this morning with the uncle.  Then I went and saw my shrink and he's going to slowly ween me off of one of my pills.  I asked him if he could cuase sleeping isn't happening for me like it's 9:00 and still wide awake and yes I took my evening pills, took them at 7:00 and I'm not tired yet.  One of the pills I take is for sleeping.  I guess that's why they call them sleeping pills.  But the drug they are weening me off of is a pill that's for mainly to give you a relaxed attitude but it also is supposed to help with sleep.  I asked the DR. if he could take me off the sleeping pill but he just wants to try this first.  I can tell you now that it wont work.  "Just have a posititive attitude" you say bah!  I have been trying to sleep for a long time and if the pills aren't working why take them?  Maybe they are and this brain injury has given me the sleep diffency.  Well I'll TTYL Luctouque

Just Want To

        Find a significant other.  What?  You say I have one?  Well that's only paperwork I'm actualy alone.  Alone.  I think I'm pretty bored.  Yep I am.  How can I be bored?  Well for starters I don't have friends.  You say I have one.  Well I went for coffee with someone the other day but I think he didn't like me and I'm not changing for anyone.  No he wasn't gay and neither am I to the meaning of the word.  I don't find the same sex appealing and I'm not happy.  So I do the same thing everyday so I guess you could say I'm in a rut.  Just haven't found a way out is all.  All want is a friend!  Well what I did today went for coffee with the uncle then picked up my pills.  Went for the usual coffee after I pick up my pills.  It was good.  Then I went to city hall and watched the council meeting till it was almost over but had to go home for my appt. with my seond kinesiologist, don't want to miss that.  It went well.  She changed the sheets on my bed and we walked some.  Oh the pics ae of my now 6 year old daughter they wre taken at the place we went for her party.  She's red cuase she's all worked up from playing.  Then I got back from city hall had dinner watched a movie had popcorn and my last coffee of the day, 4.  Now I'm having a Pepsi MMMMMMMMMMMM.  So I'll TTYL Luctouque 

I Went Somewhere

       Yep I did, to a playhouse cuase it was my kids b-day.  6.    So only 5 today two Timmies and my usual.  Now I'm snacking on chips and having a Pepsi then, going to bed and it's after 10:00.  Thinking my sleeping pill is wofking so drowsey. I think I'm going to take advantage f this and go to bed.  \so I'll TTYL Luctouque 

Tired

      Yep I am, I'm always tired and I mean always.  I think I'm going to ask my Dr. to cancel my sleeping pill, cuase I' m up till the early hours and I wake up at around six every morning.  So I might get 5 hours of sleep so what's the point of a sleeping pill?  Well maybe if I didn't have it my sleeping would be worse.  But I know you guys are thinking I shouldn't have so much coffee and 5.  But I usualy have coffee at the normal time which is morning.  I also have the weird problem that caffine doesn't affect me.  I've tried going with a minium amount of coffee which is two in the morning and my sleeping habit didn't change.  So caffine still even after the accident doesn't affect me but I'm so tired I fucking hate it being tired all the time and I mean ALL the time.  Even when I'm trying to fall asleep I'm tired.  So going to leave you now so I'll TTYL Luctouque

Hello

      So I might have a friend cool huh?  So the usual today then met that guy after my social group.  Found out he makes bread.  And he makes money doing that he he.  So five I think give or take one.  So had my before bed coffee the popcorn is on side type table thing.  Well going to eat it before bed which wil be late cuase there is a cfl game on Lions and Eskimos.  Lets go Lions lets go clap clap clap.  Well not much to say so I'll TTYL Luctouque 

Sub or Dom

        Well I've been reading some on submissives and dominates and I think if I was to play that game I would be more comfotable with being a sub.  Now that I have your attention I can tell you the usual coffee this morning with the uncle then I did something different yeah I did nya nya na na naa.  Went to my Dr's and did a little questionare so I can get him to sign papers saying that I'm competant.  One down one to go.  And yes I got a coffee on my way home.  so my total today is five.  Had my usual popcorn and coffee but I'm watching the CFL game right now and yes Saskatchewan winning.  Today is the day that a band is playing at the old library but staying home.  To watch the game.  I do know your not supposed to start a sentence with the word and, but this is me writing my thoughts and well I say and alot.  Well think it.  I'm having my shower after the game so no early bed time for me.  Sucks I know, but had my pills at 7:00 so I might sleep, thinking of asking my Dr to cancel my sleeping pills, I know, I know, What if there helping and having a brain injury means you have troubles sleeping and there helping but I'm just tired no pun intended of being awake to all hours in the morning and wakeing up like a clock early in the am.  I know I should reasearch BI and the effect of caffine with it but before my injury caffine didn't affect me and I think it doesn't affect me now and I sleepy all day and I lie down to have a nap and you guessed it never get to sleep so no nap for me.  And no coffee before hand TTYL Luctouque

A Day

          Yep that's what it was.  Oh I might have a friend.  Haven't scared him yet well he's going to meet me after my social group on Friday.  So what I did today well coffee in the morning with the uncle.  Won nothing on pull tabs well nothing worth talking about.  Then I went to the hockey rink did some walking 2 laps.  Then on my way home broke my cup holder well broke it on the way there.  Lost a Timmies.  Sad.  Then on my way home got my arm rest that holds my go switch fixed and kind of got my cup holder fixed.  Kind of.  Happy.  So 4 today well for stomached and one lost so I would of had 5 but it wasn't ment to be.  Did some laundry had my dinner.  Met this lady in the laundry room that knows my old boss in that town I had my crash near.  Well I don't know what else to say so TTYL Luctouque 

pics

yep that's what they are the first one is of this girl that comes to my Tuesday group with her boy friend she's nice but he needs some help.The second is one of my favorite beverages and the other two are of some random guy who likes to make flower thingies he's a dweeb.  So what I did today went for coffee this morning with the uncle then a little later both of us went to see g-ma well his mom my g-ma.  Tomorrow happens to be recycling day so I went to take mine outside and yep you guessed it when I was travelling outside one of the residents here offered to take it out for me.  Who am I to refuse went back to my apartment had dinner then I took my garbage out and no, no one offered to take it out for me.  Why is it when you need the help it doesn't happen but when you don't it does?  The only reason why I like the help when I take the garbage out is because I can't get back in the back door.  So I have to travel around to the front to get back in.  I can get out the back door but getting in is a different story.  Too much of a ledge for me to get over in my chair.  And yes I'm going to have my regular popcorn, coffee, and movie tonite.  Then my shower.  What!  No early bed time?  I forgot about my shower till I was writing on here.  So Luc's slippin.  I think he needs another one around to help me remember things even tho I know I shouldn't go to bed so early but it does take a while for me to get to sleep so instead of around midnight it will be around 2 or 3 tonite.  But I will wake up at my usual time which is around 5:30 or 6.  Well I think I've bored you enough so I'll TTYL Luctouque

Man I'm Troubled

       I keep forgetting to post on here don't think I'm giving up just my stupid memory is faulty.  So I'll tell you what I did today as you probably know went for coffee with the uncle this morning like I do every morning.  It's Monday so after coffee went and picked up my pills.  Got yet another coffee so three then well got to 5 today.  Now I'm having having my before bed Pepsi and crackers.  MMmmmmmmmmmmmmm Pepsi.  Oh in one of the days I didn't post I asked this girl to be my steady, denied.  Sad, but will get over it.  So how come none of you guys post a comment it would give me something to write about.  So now I'll finish my Pepsi and go to bed.  So I'll TTYL Luctouque

Again

       I remembered to write a post.  Well I was going to go to bed with out doing it then remembered, so here I am.  So you want to know what I did today, don't ya?  As you know coffee this morning with the uncle then waited till the time to go to my group, went, had fun came home ate showered watched a movie had my 7th coffee and popcorn.  The movie was Iron Man.  it was ok.  Yeah I said it , OK said it again now I'm thinking of going to bed so I'll TTYL Luctouque

Well

      I guess I don't really write on here like I want to.  I want to every day but it looks like I miss a day here and there.  Well your not missing much cuase knowing what I do write on here I guess you could figure what the post was going to be anyways.  So without any further ado I'll get started.  Went for coffee with my uncle this morning then I did my usual pill pick up and then guess c,mon guess yep got my thir coffee.  Then my other kinesiologist came over and after that went to city hall.  On my way home got my mom and daughter a birthday card and you guessed it another coffee.  Oh and a lottery ticket.  At least I can brag this time for not winning cuase I have a ticket.  So I got to 5 today.  (sad)  Oh and no popcorn tonite cuase I forgot to turn up my crock pot till after city hall so dinner was at 6:30 instead of 4:00.  Well I didn't feel any different and I cold of had popcorn as desert but nah.  So my usual coffee and popcorn movie and coffee turned into dinner movie and coffee.  You didn't think I was going to cut out the coffee did you?  Oh if your one of those checking out my blog from the countless social websites I'm apart of.  You were probably thinking I'd tell you what I don't understand, so here goes.  The other day I went to this thing, I was expecting it to be different than it was but it seemed to be like this other thing that I don't care for.  So needless to say I'm confused.  I'm really confused which is hard to do cuase as you know I have what they call a high IQ.  Toot toot, blowing my own horn but, it's true.  So needless to say I don't get confused that much and if I say I am I'm probably not.  So for me to mean it the explaination is really simple and I'm stuck thinking of it one way and the other way which is the way it's suposed to be is so simple it's hard for me to comprehend.  So needless to say,  what?

Late

        I had my dinner late around 6:30 not 4:00 like I wanted to but had to make sure it was cooked.  SSo no popcorn tonite I guess I could of had it as desert but nah.  I did have my coffee so that made 8 today.  So I drank one pot and a bit today.  So did my usual today, except the popcorn.  I phoned and woke up my uncle today I really didn't think he was sleeping.  I thought he had a different sleeping schedual.  Now I know for next time.  Now sleep is calling me.  I probably wont for a few hours but, tired anyways.  Yawn going to try so I'll TTYL Luctouque

Don't get it

       I just randomly looked at my blog and it's weird like my uncles b-day was the first not the fifth and I don't get the lots of one letter thing.  Well something new I have my third date in two days tonite and yes a different girl again.  Well the second date wasn't a date it was more like a friendship thing which was ok but would've been neat cuase I got 15 years on her I guess I want to be a craddle robber (smile)

Something \different canada day

        So today I thought I'd mix it up a bit.  So no cofee with the uncle but brewed a pot for myself.  Went and saw g-ma today with mom and the uncle was there and it's his birthday today and yes he was born on Canada day.  Gave him a preasent mom and I got for him he liked it then gave hin his card with the scratch ticket and he won a lottery ticket with it.  Yay then after a while went to mom's for dinner.  Forgot my meds at least there not the kind that you need to take at certain times or with other type of pills.  My supper pills I'm supposed to take with food so I had a snack and my supper pills are to replenish a chemical do no seial timre              ghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,mnttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt++++++++ro thosr ones  And my s=bsd ey-

Yep

        Still got it.  So tomite was number two.  I went on a coffee date last nite, went on a music in the park kinda thing tonite.  Oh and the second one she asked me and I've got 15 years on her.  So it's just killing ya isn't it?  Well, went for coffee this morning with the uncle.  Then my kinesiologist came over did some stuff.  After that went to the grocery store bought some stuff.  Came home had dinner went to the music in the park thing.  Goy home showerd  oh, got to 8 today and been ready since, wait for it, been ready since 10:00.  That's something special that happened today won a free beverage from Starbucks.  Now I'm having some crackers and a Pepsi.  Going to play on the internet for a little bit then bed. So TTYL Luctouque

Hot Chocolate

         I'm not having any right now.  Having a Pepsi.  I got to 8 today.  I don't know why I count, habit I guess.  So I went for coffee this mourning with the uncle.  Then later I went to my Tuesday BI meeting type thing.  Got my gnome.  Maybe I'll use it for it's pourpose since it's a planter, we'll see.  So I've been doing some thinking.  Now Luctouque is my screen name on those dating websites and of course my blog, but I might revert back to a name I used back in high school.  It's Lucgnome.  Wont but it's a thought.  Finished my Pepsi.  Now what?  Bed I think so I'll TTYL Luctouque 

I Don't Get It

        I just looked at my blog and my last entry made no sence to me.  It sounds like I was high, but we know that couldn't be write.  Well I know someone knows my password but how would they know I was using it for this site too.  Well I guess they tried it and it worked.  Or maybe I was in one of those moods I get in once and a while.  Well it's a quarter to 11:00going to go and get some sleep so I'll TTYL Luctouque

Help

       I wrote a whole page for you to read iydisssaexbot I'm fakking askhhkd and I;'m tired So Ill TTYL Luctouque