Thinking

That's what I've been doing today. Like on the 12th I want to go to a bar and have a drink, and only on the 12th. I am one of the only adults that has to get permission to do that. The 12th is only 13 days away. The 12th is a special day in Luc history, more later. So what I did today, coffee with the family then when I got home put on a Sonic Youth album, man I'm ol,d I called it an album. I put on a Sonic Youth cd cuase I like there music. then I came on here to write a little. Can't think of anything to write, so this will have to do TTYL Luctouque

Just a picture of me today. I'm bored I'm bored, I'm sick of all these tricls, sick of all these I forget the rest. It's a song by Iggy Pop but, I'm am bored. I went for my usual lie down, bored. Then I went to look for my missing papers. Didn't find them. Now DNTO is on going to go listen to it TTYL Luctouque

It's a friday

So what I did today, coffee with the family. Then waited till mom came over and we went to find a coffee shop on main street. The one I could get into was called the Cracked pot. I like the name. Had pizza for lunch from the place called pizza by the slice. Then my RA came over and we did some stretches. Now since it's after my dinner the football game is on in the background. I got my before bed instant coffee ready and the muffin G-Ma gave me. Now it's just the waiting game. A game I can win. So TTYL Luctouque

This is a picture of my g-ma. So what I did today, coffee with the family then my kinesiologist (spelled it wrong) came over and I did some walking. I even went outside without my chair, weird. Now I'm almost ready for bed. Just have to finish my before bed coffee, had my muffin. I think I already told you this but I want to turn into a muffin. I like my new computer. Even the key board is cool. Well not much to say today so I'll TTYL Luctouque

got stood up

again that's two times so I think she's not worth it. Who knows maybe I'll try it again with her depending on her excuse. The pic is my daughter wearing a coat I got from Connect. Hmm all I want is to feel wanted again and maybe get some action. I know I'm a guy people say guys think only one way but I'm here to diffuse that I think two ways. Of course I want to get it but I also want to feel wanted again. Hmmm well good night TTYL Luctouque

so---coffee

I'm getting excited for my date tomorrow. Weird huh. I might have someone else who cares for me, I know it's moving too fast, but think of it. It's 3:30 and ready for bed. Dinner is cooking, neat eh? I can cook. So what I did today, coffee with the family then waited till the time the handy dart picked me up. Went to my BI group, nothing special happened. Got back showered got dinner ready to be cooked then sat down at the computer to tell you what I did. Oh yeah, went to the Dr. before the bus thing picked me up. Got a new sleeping pill start it next week. So I might get some sleep but I have to wait a week, but what's another week. So next week I might get some sleep. TTYL Luctouque

another one

I'm bored. It's almost 4:30 and I'm ready for bed. The only thing keeping me up is the pill thing. Wait wait wait, stupid pills. What do they do anyways, at least there oral cuase who would wait for the other kind. I hope my dr. will give me a sleeping pill that works. And I know what your thinking you go to bed early too early you don't need sleeping pills. Well I'll tell you why then you'll be like oh that's why he needs it. As you know I go to bed around 7:00. Then I lie there for 4 or 5 hours staring at the wall. Then I fall asleep but I wake up at 6:00ish so I haven't got that much sleep maybe 7 hours. There has been days that I'm up at 3:00 so 4 hours maybe less. And that happens more than I like to think. So I'm a sleep deprived guy. I know your thinking you drink coffee, well I do but only 2 cups in the morning and one before bed an instant one. Caffine doesn't affect me. When I had a normal sleep pattern I could and did many times drink a whole pot of coffee and then go to bed. So the coffee thing doesn't work on me. All I want is to sleep but no Luc doesn't get the one thing you guys take for granted. Man I'd like to sleep. If I could then maybe I wouldn't get ready for bed so early. I hope my Dr. will give me a pill that works. TTYL Luctouque

coffee mmmm

So what I did today, coffee with the family then I went and got my pills stopped in and got my van. cap and the nice girl told me about there afternoon special. Then my kinesiologistcame over. Lunch wasn't special then I didn't go for my afternoon lie down, and went back to Starbucks for the afternoon special. MMMMMMMMMMM it was good. I wish my sleeping pill worked. Later I'm going to get my going to bed stuff ready. I should thamk the guy who thought of putting whip crean with coffee. It's good. Well I'll TTYL Luctouque

forgot

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Another day

I just read some stuff on my accident and it makes me think I'm lucky to be alive. Like fo instance on the Glasco coma scale I was a 3. The lower the number the worse it is. Yeah I got a 3 out of what I don't know but hey a 3. It's coming up on my accident aniversery date. So it was Aug. 12 2006. Man I want a beer. No that's what got me into this predicament. So what I did today, coffee with the family in the morning. Then nothing till my shower. Now just waiting till the slow cooker is done and came on here to tell you the nothing I did. So I had a nothing day like I usually do. Witch makes me happy that I can do nothing. I can't belive how hard it is to do nothing I'm not joking it's hard. Like I had to get the slow cooker ready that's not nothing. I wish one day I have a true nothing day but I know just as you do it won't happen. All I can do is get close but not get it for real.

still up

yep I'm still up and ahhh man it's almost 8 what am I going to do. Smirk. Just waiting for this sleeping pill to kick in, that is if it does. Right now Vynal tap is on I know my spelling is bad. But at least I know what vynal is I perfer to call it a round thing with ridges. Most people know it as a record. I'm not most people. So I've been thinking, as you know I'm not a beliver but me surviveing that car crash makes me think that a divine hand pulled the ace of spades out of my hand and replace it with a 10. So, yep I'm still here. At least I got a pair but I really wanted that royal flush. Just imagine what I could of done then. No I guess I'm here to be there for something my little one does or is going to do. Well enough of being serious lets talk about speakers. I like the ones that have high wattage, I hope that doesn't give my age away. I'm old I used to have a record player. Some people don't know what one is. So a turn table plays the round thing ridges In the 90's people played it as an instrument. Scratch scratch wreck that was my favorite record now it's all scratched. Frown TTYL Luctouque

It's a day

I'm finishing the coffee mom bought me now, it's a Timmies. No picture today, I'm lazy. So guess what I did so far today. Yep coffee with uncle and g-ma then mom came over and took me out. I bought some hangers you know the plastic ones. I also got some out dated stuff for my collection, you know CD's. I'm gonna be the old one on the block that says "do you remember cd's and cassette tapes and records". I've been alive so long I remember records well 45's 78's and the 12inchers. I remember dad teaching me how to take care of records and I'm so old I know what a "turn table" is. Now I'm gonna listen to my show you know "DNTO" TTYL Luctouque

found them

You didn't think dad would forget did you

oops

I forgot to put in my last post that I saw the little one today. She's 5. Such a big girl now. I cant belive I have a kid that old now. TTYL Luctouque

early

It's early but I wanted to keep you updated. I actualy slept last nite. The pill worked. The one thing I think is neat is there is two Z's on the pill. Last nite was the first nite in I don't know how long that I slept thru. So tonite will be nite two. So your probably wondering what I did today. Well coffee with the family then I waited till my RA came over and did some stuff that will probably help me and I walked. Then she left and I went for a lie down, then I started thinking, got up got dinner ready now I'm just waiting till the time to turn it on to be cooked. I'm having chicken with vegies. Just in case you wanted to know. I'm so happy that I get to do that normal thing called sleep. I know you are probably thinking that I shouldn't have that instant coffee before bed but, caffine doesn't affect me, I can have a whole pot of coffee and then go to bed it doesn't matter with me. Caffine I think it would be neat if it worked on me but, it doesn't. TTYL Luctouque

I got it

Got what, you want to know. Sleeping pill now when I go to bed I will probably sleep instead of staring at the walls. So what I did today. Coffee with the family. Then I waited till my shrink appt. Got the perscription. Then went and got it filled. Had dinner, showered came on here. Can't wait till bed time. So excited, sleep yay. Mom bought me an A&W burger, she must love me. Tomorrow the little one turns 5. I get to see her tomorrow but how will I recognise her she will be older than the last time I saw her. TTYL Luctouque

For Our New Member

$2.50 off any lunch in our cafeteria. So I was going to go for a coffee date but I think we got our signals mixed. So what I did today, coffee with the fam. then mom came over and we went to the dr.'s. Then after dinner went for the coffee date that didn't happen. Oh coffee this morning went weird Uncle wasn't showing up and couldn't wait any longer so I left so I could be home for the time mom showed up. I heard he did show so we'll see what happens tomorrow. Oh and I'm going to bed late again. I got to stop doing this, how am I going to function. TTYL Luctouque

Hello

Hi, so this is what I did today. Coffee with the fam. Then I caught the handy dart and went to the place I go to for my BI group. Then I came back. Had my dinner. Then I had my Tuesday shower. I had my nitely stuff, an instant coffee and a muffin that I got from g-ma this morning. Then I went to bed. got up again to tell you what I did. So I'm not going to bed at a decent time like it's 7:30 right now, so I'm not going to bed at a decent time. Well I'm going to my dr. in the morning and I'm going to ask him if I need a sleeping type pill. Not a sleeping pill but a sleeping type pill. Cuase I may go to bed at what you guys think is an early time but I just lie there for about 6 or 7 hours staring at my fingers on my good hand. Oh yeah I listen to CBC radio so I get educated but come on 6 or 7 hours I should be put to sleep right away with that on in the background. Well it's quarter too so I'm going to go TTYL Luctouque

I'm bored

I'm bored I think I need a home nurse to liven things up. Or a woman type friend, Or any friend type. Listening to Billy Talent right now and I got to thinking is there going to be any more music since the music stores are gone like where am I going to buy the next album and is there going to be more music. Stupid computers, that's the one thing I'm gonna miss, buying someones new album. Did you get blah blah blah I hope the musicians keep going that's my evening thought TTYL Luctouque

yet I can't win

It's a monday and I found out I have to pay someone to cut my finger nails. It's one of those things I can't do and I mean I can't. GRRR. Sorry for not posting yesterday, I think you know what happened yesterday. So what happened today, coffee with the fam. then I went to the drug store and got my drugs, and I went to the coffee place yeah another one. Got my fav. coffee. Oh yeah the pic is from the place I go for coffee with the fam. So I was thinking, what happens when a cartoon dog barks? I don't know either. TTYL Luctouque

Hey there

So guess what I did today. Yep I had coffee with the fam. then I did nothing till now. Smile. My life is so boring. I'm thinking tomorrow I'll do something. Maybe tomorrow. TTYL Luctouque

Yet another day

So your nosey this is what I did today, coffee with the fam. Then I came into some money. Put that into the bank. Had some dinner, got the football game on, and yes it's Canadian football. I perfer Canadian football over American football. I watched dude break the TD record. Now I want to go to bed, stretch yawn scratch belly TTYL Luctouque

Chair

Got it back today. There was nothing wrong with it. So no pic today cuase I didn't go any where. I'm probably going to post less pictures cuase I don't travel away from my apartment that much. Your probably wondering if I'm ready for bed or not. Not, but will be later. So I didn't have my 2 this morning. I had a whole pot. I stayed home cuase my electric was gone. So I didn't have coffee with the Fam. today. TTYL Luctouque

The first two pics are of my mom it's her birthday the third is my g-ma. So what I did today coffee with my g-ma and uncle and mom so I guess you could say with the family. Then mom got me a Timmies, mmmmmmm. Then I waited for the wheelchair guy and he took my electric chair for a tune up. after dinner I had my nitely stuff. My instant coffee and a muffin that my g-ma gave me this morning. Now I'm thinking of bed and it's not even 6:30 yet. Yawn stretch TTYL Luctouque

no pic

No picture today. I'm listening to trance music right now. There is one thing I don't get about trance music. Just one thing. So you probably want to know what I did today, you probably got it memorized by now. Yep coffee with the family, then I went to my BI group. Got back showered but before that I put the trance music on. Boom boom thump thump and so on. Feel the groove. I can't think of more stuff to write. So TTYL Luctouque

It's a day

The picture is from Timmies. Went there after I got my botox. So we'll see If it works now. he he. So what I did today, coffee with the fam. Then I went to the Dr.'s and got botox. Came back made dinner then I watched Eddie and the cruisers II, Eddie Lives. I love the Eddie story line. Oh yeah I had my before bed instant coffee and the muffin g-ma gave me this morning. I wish g-ma made the muffins she gives me. But if I think she did that's good enough. Oh yeah I'm going to bed at a ridiculas time 7:30. So I better get a move on TTYL Luctouque

Title

Body. I've been ready since 3:20 now I'm just waiting for pill times. So what I did today, coffee with the family. Then I went out after lunch and got a coffee, then I watched a movie. Eddie and the Cruisers. It's one of my favs. Then showered. Got myself dry and came on here. I need a different hobby this getting ready for bed early thing is fun but I need something else to do. Oh the pic. is from the Safeway parking lot. TTYL Luctouque

Saturday

The picture is from the flea market that I went to this morning. G-ma does the flea market thing once a month. I won a $100 on a pull tab yeah. It's too early to think about going to bed now but, I can't wait. Do dee do wait wait wait ok now chuckle. So what I did today flea market with g-ma won a $100 sold some stuff now I'm just waiting for supper time and after supper I'll get my before bed stuff ready. kygtd. yep thats what he did. he did hgmhfx. two days and counting TTYL Luctouque

no picture

I made a realization today. I'm going to have to use my arm more, my left arm, to get the use back. Like I need the botox to work but it's just for nothing if I don't use it. So all the stuff I learned over there is good but I want the use of my left arm back. So I'm gonna have to use it more, witch is going to be hard cuase I've been learning how to do everything one handed. Like tying shoe laces, it would be cool to use two hands to do that, but I know a neat bar trick to do it one handed. TTYL Luctouque

Thursday

The picture is of an RA not mine but someones. Oh yeah I gave out my blog address to someone today but I forgot to tell about the colorful language in my old posts. So what I did today coffee with the family then waited till the time to go to that rehab place. Did some walking and on my way back got myself another coffee. mmmmm van. cap. Then had a shower got dinner and started to write on here but I've been ready for bed since 3. Cool huh? TTYL Luctouque

Another day

So my kinesiologist and OT came over as well as my little girl we talked money and competancy so it was boring for the little one

yawn. Dad just ca
lled he's happy that I might come over. In case you didn't know he lives in Saskatchewan my spelling is horrible.

Tuesday

The picture was taken from where I go for my BI group. So what I did today, coffee with the family then I waited for the time the handy dart was going to be here. Then I went to my BI group. Got home showered then had supper. Listening to Sonic Youth right now not the regular Sonic Youth the album names are 1,2,3,4. I love listening to Sonic Youth. You should give them a try. Tomorrow is daddy daughter day, yeah. TTYL Luctouque

another day

So it is Monday. So that means pill getting day. So what I did today, coffee with the family then I got my pills stopped at Starbucks on my way back home and got my usual Van. cap. Oh yeah the pic is one of the Starbuck girls. Then I got to thinking I need to get mom's birthday card, so did that and went back to Starbucks and got a different coffee. Yeah a different one. It was good not like the ones over in p town they actualy have cafine in them. I drank a whole pot of coffee the other day and I was vibrating. I was thinking cool zzzzz ting. I didn't need lights. I could see in the dark TTYL Luctouque

no picture

Sorry no picture and not much to tell you well I didn't have my lie down today I guess that's something. So what I did today, well coffee with the family then I did some laundry that's it thats all man I'm tired. I got my before bed stuff ready you know instant coffee and a muffin from G-ma. I'm watching football when I look at the TV. I want to turn into a muffin. Just imagine how much fun you can have as a muffin. Muffin muffin muffin, sounds good too. TTYL Luctouque

It's Saturday

So what I did today. Coffee this morning with the family. Then mom came over and she brought me a Timmies then we went to the Esso that sells Timmies and I got another one, and I found out how inexcesable the Esso is for wheel chairs. Then came back home got rid of mom, went for a lie down and I started thinking about the food stuff that I need. So I got up and went to Safeway and got it and on my way out of Safeway I got a Starbucks and came home. Can you tell I like coffee? TTYL Luctouque

Canada day

It's Canada day and it's my uncle's birthday. That's my uncle in the picture. So what I did today, coffee with the family then the kid came over. Got my hair cut while she was over and I've been ready for bed since 12:30. he he heh. I think I'm gonna have some coffee while I watch the crock pot do it's thing. Oh yeah after I watch the crock pot I'll get my stuff ready that I usualy have before bed like my instant coffee and stuff like the piece of cake g-ma gave me this morning. Well I'll stay up even tho I don't wanna you know the pill thing. Well my life is pretty boring I need friends so I can do stuff that would be better than getting ready for bed. Even tho I think it's funny your probably getting tired of reading it so I'm gonna need some stuff to do, like a hobby instead of getting ready for bed early. TTYL Luctouque