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        So I blew it with that girl on the dating website.  There is another girl but have to wait 7 weeks before I get to talk to her.  I'm so relationship challenged.  So what I did today coffee, with the uncle then my Kinesilogist came over I know I can't spell.  She made me walk outside everybody got to see me man, I'm a star.   Well that girl was pretty so she definatly not for me.  The other girl has looks as well we'll see how badly I can fuck that up as well.  I'm supposed to be positive I know, I married someone so I must have a way with women but that was before my BI.  I get to talk to my DR on Wednesday about my sleep maybe I'll get a stronger pill smile.  All I want is someone of the oppisite sex to like me and sleep maybe the two together:) TTYL Luctouque